I recently relocated to a state several hours away from where I've lived for the past 14 years. In my old state, my cancer state, I was well ensconced into my cancer community, giving speeches, writing for local publications and making my presence known. My coworkers knew my situation, accepted it and embraced me. But now, I've yet to divulge my cancer past to my new friends and current employers and I wonder if they notice the subliminal differences between me and other women they know. Have they Googled my name? How will I know how much they know? How do they view me? In awe or with pity? Am I so dissimilar than other women? Do I appear stronger, or do I seem anxious or fragile? Are there
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